Never forget what you are, for surely the world will not. Make it your strength. Then it can never be your weakness. Armour yourself in it, and it will never be used to hurt you.
— George R.R. Martin
Month: November 2023
#Two
The severe storms and towering waves battering Europe’s western coast during the last few days have greatly mirrored the turbulence within my mind, a reflection of not only nature’s fury but also the ongoing turmoil in the world.
Gradually, with my tension increasing as the depression and its stormy tentacles moved closer over the North Atlantic, my thoughts became as unsettled as the brewing storm, with an undeniable sense of impending change.
My mind, like the roaring sea, was overwhelmed by waves of anxiety and frustration, refusing to calm, and the uncertainty of the world, marked by conflicts and wars, added to my restlessness.
Much like ships navigating turbulent seas, I must ride the waves of my restless mind, as I have no other choice. The last days, however, were a reminder that even in the face of external turmoil, I have the power to find balance within. I turned to meditation, my favourite books, and (remote) conversations with close friends and this provided moments of peace in a world marred by conflict.
As the European weather calms, so does my mind. Life’s challenges, be they the storms in nature or the conflicts in the world, remain, but they remind me to embrace restlessness while seeking inner peace.
#One
This marks the beginning of my personal journal, where I delve into the unique challenges I face as a neurodiverse individual navigating a fast-paced world. Entries in this diary might encompass sporadic musings, thoughts, and inquiries—ranging from rational to philosophical. They are an introspective dialogue, meant solely for my own reflection and understanding.
While they may not resonate with anyone else, these entries serve as a private exploration of my thoughts and experiences.