So yeah.
That “fresh start” I wrote about in April.
Didn’t really happen.
The last year was crap. Not dramatic crap, just the kind that slowly drains you.
Energy, focus, motivation. Gone.
I started this new job. Great team, seriously.
But everything else? Chaos. No structure. No deadlines. No one followed up on anything.
So many “we should plan this” or “let’s talk about that” — but it never happened. Not once.
At some point I started thinking half the team had ADHD too.
Which would explain a lot. But still didn’t help.
