Still here. Kind of.

So yeah.
That “fresh start” I wrote about in April.
Didn’t really happen.

The last year was crap. Not dramatic crap, just the kind that slowly drains you.
Energy, focus, motivation. Gone.

I started this new job. Great team, seriously.
But everything else? Chaos. No structure. No deadlines. No one followed up on anything.
So many “we should plan this” or “let’s talk about that” — but it never happened. Not once.

At some point I started thinking half the team had ADHD too.
Which would explain a lot. But still didn’t help.

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A Fresh Start

Not that I believe many people actually saw the first posts I published here — but for the handful who did, you might have noticed the project died right after it started.

Back then, life was a bit… wild. A lot was happening, and even more has happened since. I moved countries, changed homes and jobs, and honestly had a pretty terrible twelve months overall. Only recently have I started to feel a little calmer, a little more able to deal with all the interesting and challenging things many of us neurodivergent folks know all too well.

One of the most common ADHD hurdles is sticking with a project once the initial excitement fades. It’s like building a rocket in a week — only to leave it half-finished in the garden because you suddenly remembered you also love submarines. Been there. Still there, sometimes.

Long story short: I feel more than ever that I need to write things down.

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